Candle

“You got candle for Christmas? Seriously?”

Well, some people will said, just a candle? What does it do? Why candle? Someone died? Who dies? Are you going to burn your carpet? HAA!

All sort of weird comment about this candle, but what I’m trying to say is, I’m thankful to have candle as my Christmas present. It’s so beautiful and flawless that it’s a natural light to brighten up the whole house. Thus, the feeling of merry, joy and peace in your heart when you light those up in your bedroom. *Please be careful when you light it up*

Let there be light.

What I have experience is, I like to light those up when the darkness came, I mean sudden electric gone off. *BOOM* It was scary at first when there was sudden darkness around you, and then you were like.. “where am I? what’s going on, *gasp* am I going to die?” Those thought will come to me when I experience sudden shock of darkness. Then I will stay calm and walk like a blind man, just like the movie of ‘Bird Box’, cover up your eyes and walk with faith, and you never know what’s in front of you, lego maybe or stool. “Ouch”

And then when I found my lighter and candle, I light it up without hesitation. The moment I lighten up, I can feel peace in my heart. I can imagine as, I have a direction, I need to go there... *Search for food!! Am hungry.*

With darkness you can feel the fear and anxiety inside your heart, because you did not know which direction you are going and you can’t even see it. To search for you direction, you need to keep on walking and keep on moving, if you just stay there which is your comfort zone, you will never find the direction.  

Just keep on walking and searching, just like I’m searching for the lighter and candle to lighten up and find the direction that I want to go. As you can see, there is a distraction when you walk, example, you step on the lego, that was kinda hurt. Or you fall from the stairs. It’s stress when you feel hurt or uncomfortable.