HiddenFlamer

“How are you?” “Good.”   “...” “...” *End of conversation . * I was this kind of person, and I once a quiet and shy person. I do not know how to continue it because I really don’t know what to talk or how to respond. Some people said that I’m cool, yes, I’m really cool. I remember my friend asked me during exam , she said, “this question is quite hard, what do you think?” . I replied, “ hmmm , okay.” When I’m responding to the person who asked me ‘how are you.’ and then I just gave him one word, ‘Good’. I can feel that, I’m not really good. And I do not know what is the real definition or meaning of my ‘Good’. Besides, I do not how to express myself when someone greet me. I just want to get out of that situation and be alone. However, I never be left alone. Amen! I have noticed that a girl, she came to church alone, from far distance, I can see that she needs help. And I do not know how am I going to help her. She was very quiet and fear and she don’t even say ...

What is your passion? How your passion help you in life? What do you feel when you do something that is your passion? Are you doing something that you like? Are you following others to be in their group? Are you trying to impress others by showing them your passion? What do you feel when you showed your passion to them? Do they like you or trying to catch up with you? When people asked me, what is your passion? What do you like about? My passion, huh? Well, I remember during my job interview, the manager asked me, what is your passion. And then I was like…… *take deep breath* I remember what I talked about the passion was about the job related to this company. For example, I love investment. I did it because I want to get the job, but in the end, I have failed. But that’s okay. IT’S OKAY . We need to move on. Well, my real passion is music. I love to play piano. I learned when I was 8 years old, and then stopped at the age of 12 years old. Why? Because ...

“ Y ou got candle for Christmas? Seriously?” W ell, some people will said, just a candle? What does it do? Why candle? Someone died? Who dies? Are you going to burn your carpet? HAA! A ll sort of weird comment about this candle, but what I’m trying to say is, I’m thankful to have candle as my Christmas present. It’s so beautiful and flawless that it’s a natural light to brighten up the whole house. Thus, the feeling of merry, joy and peace in your heart when you light those up in your bedroom. *Please be careful when you light it up* Let there be light. W hat I have experience is, I like to light those up when the darkness came, I mean sudden electric gone off. * BOOM * It was scary at first when there was sudden darkness around you, and then you were like.. “where am I? what’s going on, *gasp* am I going to die?” Those thought will come to me when I experience sudden shock of darkness. Then I will stay calm and walk like a blind man, just like the movie of ‘...